Just a glance, makes me think about life!

Semasa dlm kereta tadi, semasa jenguk ke kiri, nampak sebuah motor. Pemboncengnya muda (anak rasenye), Yg bawa motor tu bapaknye...Pakai hensem je mamat ni, dlm bakul motor ade fail..macam nak pergi interview je, muke nervous gile. Yg bapaknye, nampak cool je... rindu kat arwah ayah!

Kemudian, terdetik kat hati ni, Allah sentiasa permudahkan urusan ku bila nak dapatkan kerja, aku patut bersyukur. Rase sedih plak, x tau sebab pe. Yg pasti, akan ku buat kerja bersungguh... Ameen.

Stress

@ 3.30am terjaga dari tidur. rupenya, kepala otak ni masih tension ...huh...betullah kata ustaz fadilah kamsah, kene mamafkan orang baru bleh tido. Well, the problem is i don't have the intention to forgive that person just yet!

Some ppl are just selfish, put themselves at utmost priority! let the others sink!...

test for ai

Harga Produk DCL
Bil	No. Kod	Butir-Butir Kandungan	Kuantiti	Harga
				W.M	E.M	Brunei	S'pore
Minuman Berfungsi / Functional Drink
1	FD-1a	Oxi-Pi D'Ionik (air alkali beroksigen) - 350ml	24 botol	90.80	105.80	52.90	52.90
2	FD-1b	Oxi-Pi D'Ionik (air alkali beroksigen) - 350ml	2 botol	7.90	9.20	4.60	4.60
3	FD-2	Bidadari (minuman berfungsi) - 250ml	1 unit	53.00	58.50	29.50	29.50
4	FD-3a	Red Guara Café (pek aluminium) - 20gm	18 sachets	22.00	24.50	13.50	13.50
5	FD-3b	Red Guara Café (DCLWare) - 20gm	95 sachets	118.00	130.00	68.00	68.00
6	FD-4	Amazing (minuman bernutrisi) - 290gm	1 unit	45.00	49.50	25.50	25.50
7	FD-5	Susu Koles-Gen - 15gm	20 sachets	98.00	103.00	49.00	49.00
8	FD-6	Nig'Ella (minuman bernutrisi) - 10ml	1 unit	45.00	49.50	25.00	25.00
Makanan Berfungsi / Functional Food
1	FF-1	Nu Age (makanan berfungsi) - 3gm	15 sachets	78.00	85.00	45.00	45.00
Homeopati / Homeopathy
1	HP-1	D'bless (homeopathy)	90 tablets	76.00	83.00	42.00	42.00
2	HP-2	D'Gnius (homeopathy) - Kanak-kanak	80 tablets	39.50	41.50	21.00	21.00
3	HP-3	E'Gnius (homeopathy) - Dewasa	90 tablets	48.00	53.00	27.50	27.50
Herba Tradisional / Traditional Herb
1	TH-1a	Inte-Cleanse (herba) - 500mg - 2 pek	20 capsules	48.00	53.00	29.50	29.50
2	TH-1b	Clon-Clenz - 400mg	30 capsules	48.00	53.00	29.50	29.50
3	TH-2	Ry-Ilex (herba) - 500 mg - 4 pek	40 capsules	58.00	65.00	34.00	34.00
4	TH-3	Q-She (herba) - 400mg	42 capsules	68.00	75.00	38.50	38.50
Penjagaan Rumah / Home Care
1	HC-1	Serbuk Pencuci SA-9 - 1kg	1 unit	17.80	19.50	10.00	10.00
Penjagaan Diri / Personal Care
1	PC-1	Fantasia Shower Scrub - 300ml	1 unit	25.00	27.00	13.00	13.00
2	PC-4	Love Hygiene Wash-Strawberry - 70ml	1 unit	25.00	27.00	13.00	13.00
Penjagaan Kecantikan / Beauty Care
1	BC-1A	d'laila (Beauty Series) 3 in 1 - 45gm+5gm+5gm	1 unit	48.50	53.50	27.50	27.50
2	BC-1B	d'laila (Acne Series) 2 in 1 - 45gm+5gm	1 unit	48.50	53.50	27.50	27.50
3	BC-2A	d'laila (Beauty Facial Bar) - 45gm	1 unit	16.50	17.80	9.50	9.50
4	BC-2B	d'laila (Acne Facial Bar) - 45gm	1 unit	16.50	17.80	9.50	9.50
5	BC-3	d'laila (Beauty Night Cream) - 15gm	1 unit	58.50	63.00	33.00	33.00
6	BC-4	Fantasiola (Lipstik Magic Color) - 3.5gm	1 unit	29.00	31.00	17.50	17.50
7	BC-5	d'laila (Sun Block) - 15gm	1 unit	64.50	69.50	36.50	36.50
8	BC-6	d'laila (Acne Lotion) - 15gm	1 unit	58.50	63.00	33.00	33.00
9	BC-7	Fantasia Perfume Body Moisturizer - 100ml	1 unit	48.00	52.00	27.00	27.00
10	BC-8	Be-One Multi Gel - 110gm	1 unit	44.50	48.50	25.00	25.00
Rawatan Air / Water Treatment
1	WT-1	Sistem Perawatan Air OXI-PI D'Ionik Life Water	1 unit	2,120.00	2,190.00	1,150.00	1,150.00
2	WT-2	Filter 1 - Ceramic Filter/Penapis Seramik	1 unit	81.00	91.00	46.00	46.00
3	WT-3	Filter 2 - Activated Carbon/Penapis Karbon Diaktifkan	1 unit	81.00	91.00	45.00	45.00
4	WT-4	Filter 3 - Pre-Activated Carbon, High Grade Sand and Kinetic Degradattion Fluxion/Penapis Karbon Diaktifkan, Pasir Gred Tinggi dan (Kinetic Degradition Fluxion)	1 unit	149.00	161.00	85.00	85.00
5	WT-5	Filter 4 - Energized Converter/Konverter Bertenaga	1 unit	149.00	161.00	85.00	85.00
6	WT-6	Filter 5 - Ionized Converter/Konverter Berion	1 unit	149.00	161.00	85.00	85.00
7	WT-7	Filter 6 - Bacteriostatic Filter Media/Media Penapis Bakteriostatik	1 unit	192.00	203.00	111.00	111.00

A new day has come

mase meeting boss cakap from now on kene sign in & out of office, sbb kalo ape2 hal sennag diorg keep track & save the butt...which i understand perfectly. Cume busan, mende ni jadi sbb sorang buat taik. Before this boss mmg lenient, skerg dah strict sket...

then, diorg nak kite set bape aritkel per week bleh ditulis. It'll be around 4-5 articles per week, depending on the contents...pergh, mau perah otak hari2 nih!

A new guy is joining us, ok la...wa tarak hal..i do my work, do not disturb me....

Sepatutnye minggu ni gi golfing dgn boss, tp since the ex-staff lum pulangkan notebook, boss x dpt set date...huh....lepas raye le nampaknye nak swing!!!!!

Body, Mind & Soul

Tired! My Iman was admitted on 23rd July due to high fever, from middle ear & throat infection. The fever had been around for a week, on & off. The white blood cell count showed it;s higer than normal...normal would be 4-11, but his was 19! ...

And his fever reached 40 degree C. It takes 3 days for his fever to settled, with help from Zinnat, a strong antibiotic. Thank you Allah!...

Now back at work, less worry about my kids at kindy. Macam2 ujian Allah, from kete rosak, eksiden & baby admitted.

Isra' MIkraj

accident do happen...

Otw to work, at T junction, a motobike rider hit me. Iwas shocked and quite shaken for a while. Jot down his bike number as he just ran-off. What the heck! There were a few brothers helped to calm me.

After a while ( my bro & hubby friend came for the rescue), apparently I was ok. I logged a report as it was a hit and run.

Phew...it's my first experience and I'd never forget the impact it has on me....

So many things to do, yet so little time

In my head, there is a list of things need to be done a.s.a.p.
One of it is making sample of raya cookies like this crystal balls, which is ordered by Ina.
Thinking of selling it at RM16 for 50 pieces.

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A friend whom we haven't met for many years heard that I work again. His assumption for me going back to work was my hubby has a 2nd wife! Wow! It was unthinkable, yet people can derive into this kind of assumption. Hmmm..let them be, as long as I know and I trust my other half.

Nothing Special tho....

Well, it's been 5 months since I started working again on 16th Feb 09. Working is fine, workload is fine..

I'm just lucky to have this kind of career eventho the pay is not much, but I have the flexibility to be with my family when they need me most. Alhamdulillah.

Hopefully next month review will have some increment! ....

too tired to think

(Read my blog sub-title) --------------> I take back my words; things don’t just happen…you make it happen. You actions, your un-thoughtfulness, your self-centeredness, your selfishness always make me feel miserable. The best thing is, you never realize or maybe you never care....

Trojan Horse Sheur.CFQB

Semlm, tetibe threatfire appl detects trojan horse ni. Gabra sekejap. Scan with AVG, masuk Vault & remove.
Uninstall Bittorent,& DNABT (ni main source trojan horse) nih..check regedit..

Alhamdulillah, rase ok ni...

Dah dapat task baru semlm, a bit challenging, but I think can be done. Need to do lots of research & discuss with Frank...

1st Assignment

My 3rd day at work, and I showed him my progress so far, and he likes it! Yee haaa, Alhamdulillah, I'm on the right track...gambatta rina!


As for the kids, Finally today, Najla didn't cry when we left her at the nursey. I think she has no choice, so she decided not to make it more difficult....

Nursery

1st day to nursery;

Iman : A cool boy, didn't shed a tear, play with the teacher & other kids. My only concern is when he wants to sleep, surely he'll search for his mommy..

Najla : Cried when we tried to leave, then, I have to wait for awhile until she cools down. After a couple of mintes she still cries, I have no choice but to left her. By the time we reach our car, her cries faded...Well, she looks fine, hopefully she'll be fine...


Me: Mix feeling...

A new beginning of 2009

After 4yrs & 5 mths of being a fulltime housewife, I'll start working again. My action inflict many reactions from my friends...My family fully support my decision.

I was looking at this job ad, then I just have 'this' feeling that I must try this one....I have nothing to lose. So, I emailed to the MD, telling him bit & pieces abt myself, etc etc etc...Anyway, the email was 'informal and very different from the 'formal' standard...It's like I was telling a story of my life....

Frankly, I wasn't expecting anything from this application coz he wants someone excellent in English, hmmpp..which I think I'm not. When he replied for an interview, I was a bit surprise....very surprise indeed....

The interview was held at a cafe. We talked abt a lot of things. Then, I asked him, 'do i consider myself hired'. His reply was ' yes, if u want to'..he he he. I kind of speechless.. Then we talked abt the details, he showed me the office layout...it was a wonderful experience.

I were to start on mid of feb. my feeling? excited, but with lots of butterfly in my stomach. I feel like a fresh grad, but 'old' fresh grad hehehehe...

Well, I have mix feeling abt sending the kids to nursery, but this is life. This is what I want, I have to be strong and firm. It will be tough for 1st few months, but the tough will gets going....

wish me luck....

Sheperd Pie & Choc Cake

Here we go, My 1st ever sheperd pie & my choc cake with my 1st rose icing...

1st November 2008

On 1st November (iman's birthday) , kitorg gi meminang Siti Nurhaliza (yes it is her name), for my bro in law. Jauh le jugak, kat Kuala Selangor. Alhamdulillah, semua berjalan lancar.









Balik, dah kepenatan..sampai just b4 maghrib. Lepas maghrib, kuar gi dinner pulak...Penatnya Ya Rabb...





Plan nak buat kenduri sket utk birthday Iman, tapi x jadi sbb Najla & Irdina was sick.

Diwali Holiday & still open house..

Mmg raya sakan, dina dah abis exam. Layan CH613. Sabtu 1 kenduri, 1 open house.
Hari Ahad ade 1 kenduri , 2 open house. Tak pergi semua la, cuaca panas, kesian pulak kat budak2 ni...

Abahnyer pulak promise nak bawa tgk HSM3, while me stay at home with Iman. he he he...
Semlm, bawa diorg gi main kat Tesco playarea..beli susu sket, terus ajak hubby kuar. Hajat nak beli bedak & stuffs terkubur coz pening sangat, tgk ramai org, dgn bisingnyaa...aduhhh.... Asben ajak singgah Parkson, beli bedak maybelline angelfit..leh tahan gak harganya...

Balik umah, masak ketam masak lemak, kailan ikan masin & ikan goreng. Wah! Berselera betul Dina & Najla makan nasik... As for me, prefer kari ketam ( tp x reti masak)...biar diorg je enjoy....

Hari plan nak masak siakap sweet sour...fav kids jugak...

Raya - Open house & Not-so-called-'Open'

For pic raya, dah upload kat http://www.emzetha.com, sikit saja...kat facebook banyak lah...

trend sekrg ni rata-rata org buat open house. Sehari dlm, 3-4 house yg diopen. So, kalau rumah yg tak open tak bleh pergi ker? Tak dialu2kan ker? Kami adalah antara orang yg memang tak buat open house. Sbb, hmm..tak larat nak masak byk2, kalau cater pun lauk pauk +- je dgn rumah2 lain..satu lg, bile ramai tetamu dtg, kite tak dpt berkenalan dgn lebih rapat dgn diorg. Time raya ni la nak rapat mane yg kurang rapat kan?

Jiran2 majoriti buat open house. Kami just jemput diorg ke rumah bile2 mase diorg free. So, macam semlm..since ade rajin sket. Me masak shell goreng( alaa, mcm goreng bihun tu ajer) & Angel Hair with primavera sauce, dessertnya sago gula melaka...& sirap (coz our family loves sirap!)..sempoi saja




pasta is our fav...




ni first time buat sago gula melaka...

nak kene ade title ke?

Alhamdulillah, my 3rd project is almost done. Tunggu more infos from customer. So, this week free sket nak continue the 2nd project yg on hold for a long time.

Yesterday & the day b4 yesterday ade open house, jiran2 terdekat buat. So, mmg kena pi la, sbb ade yg mmg tak pernah jumpa lagi...seronok gak dpt jumpa walaupun sekejap. Yg kelakonyer, ade 2-3 org younger than me called themselves 'kakak' when talked to me. Mula2 confuse gaks, coz their kids kecik2 lagi, lepas risik2...mmg betul I'm older than most of them...heehehehe...

Ok la...kang rajin2 nak mengupload pic raya...

From Chikungunya to HFMD

Iman start nampak kena chicken pox on that Sunday, 21st sep...tp mase tu ingat heat rash kat badan jer. Balik rumah, singgah A&E pantai, doc confirm it's Chic Pox..aiyoyoyo... Jenuh gak menjaga pak aji ni, nak dukung ajer...
Semua projek terbengkalai, rumah cam tongkang pecah...

Mlm selasa , bdana dah rase tak sedap..telan paracetamol..Next morning still x ok. Malah makin teruk, badan gigil2 lepas mandikan Iman. Panas sgt rase dlm mulut, tp at the same time sejuk ya rabbi, sampai kena pakai sweater & socks. Tetiba jejari rasa kebas, kaki cramp...
Sendi semua terasa bisa, nak dukung Iman pun tak bleh...tak tertahan..termenangis menahan derita....sampai asben bali, bw gi klinik...demam cecah 40 darah, doc terus bg injection. She suspected cikungunya & suggested admit to hospital.
Admitted for 4 days. Lepas 3 hari kat sepital, mulut terasa sakit sgt, tonsil bengkak, ade ke doctor tu cakap...ok, merah sikit saja... huh..

Lepas discharged, balik umah tgk ade bintik2 merah kat tangan & sket kat kaki...Gi pulak klinik nak confirm kena chic pox again ke?
Doc cakap, ni HFMD! What??? She said my immune system was very low, tu yg bleh kene...usually kene kat kid < 10 yo..adoiii....

She told me not to have direct contact with my kids...uwaaaa...dah le 3 hari tak jumpa Iman..ini x bleh pegang, cium..etc..
Bermula era penderitaan ke2. - Tak bleh makan, minum.ulser penuh dkm mulut, hanya Allah yg tau siksanya...sakitnya..Allah, ampunkan lah dosa2 ku...

Hari ni, sehari sebelum raya, Alhamdulillah I'm feeling much better. Cuma belum dapat peluk kids. Inilah ujian terbesar buat aku tahun ni, setakat ni...

Interview - success but reject offer

20th Sep
Balik kg jap, sbb raya kali ni kat Penang. Balik hari jumaat, sabtu balik semula ke Melaka.

21st Sep
Interview with BobD. At first I was nervous, mind you, it;s 8 years after my last interview. Wel, he was cool, we chit chat bla bla bla...I feel more relax start to talk more..then, he told me...
'H, I'm very impress with you, and would like to have you in our team' I was beyond happy. Then, he told me the project I'll be involved is in KL, next in Penang next in blabla bla bla..
I felt do dissappointed as I told him.
'Bob I have yo tell you the truth that I can't travel'.
'Ohhh..'
I was silenced.
Then he said, okay then, I understand your situation & since I like you very much, I'll contact you if there's any thing can be done remotely or any project near your base'
me ' Thanks alot Bob'.

Me left with hubby & kids , we went to shopping tudung raya...

My hubby 'Means, still marketable le ek?'
Me 'Nampak gitu la, but die ni mat saleh, depa nye view lain sket dgn org kite..org kite kalo tgk dah tak kerja 4 tahun, pikir yg bukan2..'