End of year, A new beginning

Finally, 31st December is here even tho I wasn't really waiting for it. I need to plan ahead for the next year, fast!

Last night, during the meeting, the BOD asked me when can I give my 100% to the new co? I told them, give me another 2 months. What? Am I crazy? 2 months? It means I must tender must resignation letter by end of January. Geez, am I ready ? Frankly, I dunno....*sigh*
But, sooner or later, I'd be leaving. Hmm..*sigh*...think think think.

Mom & sis came during Xmas holiday, they're very supportive and mention that I look better than the last time they saw me.... errr....I was like, ok....he he...

Next year means I'm turning 36, mind you 36! Wow...I don't feel like 36, I feel me...very me...the same old me, with the naughtiness, cheekiness, playfulness inside me...hmm..should I change?

I just don't know and don't want to know...right now, I'm gonna make a cup of coffee & enjoy my breakfast, alone......

Happy New Year 1431

Alhamdulillah, bertemu tahun baru 1431.

Kali ini, memang benar2 terasa penghijrahan diri ini, dalam semua segi. Terasa semakin kerdil diri ini, makin matang dlm mengharungi liku2 kehidupan.

Di doakan tahun baru ini penuh barakah dr Mu Ya Allah. Tabahkan hatiku dlm menhadapi cabaran2 yg mendatang...

Apa2 terjadi dlm hidup ini, ianya adalah ujian .

"...But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not." Al-Baqarah 216

Sleepless nights..

Semakin dirasai penangannya, makin dekat open day...makin susah nak lelapkan mate.....

HasbunAllah wa Ni'mal Wakil.

Allah Alone is Sufficient for us, and He is the Best Disposer of affairs for us.

11-Dec-09. The boss asked us to join him for lunch. He told that, they had made a huge decision, either to move back to Singapore or to KL. The main reason is the Int. school here sucks. Well, it's true, they'd been complaining about it for a long time. They said, they can't compromise for their kids' future..

My reaction? I was dumbstruck. How on earth am I going to deal with my current commitments? My minds wandering off, think about this and that. What the heck am i going to do? What is my next plan? I think my face was like an open book...He kept on apologizing that he has no choice....

Then, he said, he is offering us freelance job as a writer. Good.
My plan would be :
1: Write
2: Continue with developing website
3: teach at centre.

I think, that would be sufficient. I have more time with family & still get to do what I want. I talked to my bro about this. He said good, focus on the centre. He'll help me with some teaching material & techniques. I haven't tell mom yet. Will do when she comes here for xmas...

I believe he takes into consideration before making the decision, that me & F have a backup plan, which is the centre. As for Z, i think he is flying back to UK to further his study. Well, it looks that the decision is convinient to all.

May be I'm not too happy now, but HE knows best. There's a blessing in disguise what ever happen in our life. May You give me strength to continue with my challenging life....

Everything happens for a reason, which reason doesn't know...

My dear missing friend

I heard the bad news abt your family. I hope & pray everything will turn out to be fine, better than before..Ameen.....



p/s: miss talking to u...

Retail therapy

perfume dah abis, anyway it wasn't my favorite one. The one and only perfume that I love is no longer available in Msia market. Last bottle that I bought, opss hubby bought was in UK. extravagance d'amarige...The first bottle was also bought by hubby in Paris..I just love the scent, it makes u feel sooo sexy....

tried a few others like, oui, jadore, jpg...nothing can beat extravagance d'amarige....*sigh*

Two months ago, while walking at Parkson. I was given a perfume card, and the smell was...hmm...heavenly, fresh, seductive and not too strong....at that time i don't need one..so i just ignore...

Today i went back & get Chance by Chanel...lovely, love it...yummm..pakai mase tido ni...aaaah...heaven! deh..ape le me dok merapu meraban mlm2 bute nih!

Kenduri kawin, Ikea & Muntah ........

sabtu gi settle ngecat kat centre...& luckily I bring along his trainees, budak2 tu continue until today....

Ahad tu, gi A kawin kat Kajang. Stop @ McD, Iman muntah..alahai kesiannye. Sib baik mama die selalu spare baju. salin & teruskan perjalanan..tp dlm hati tak sedpa je tgk Iman ni...lepas muntah..he is ok..happy...

Then kat kenduri pun ok, x sesat..lepak lamer aa gak..sejam setengah...sembang2..then terus ke ikea. Kat situ, ya rabb! ramainye umat...tp gi gaks le..dah sampai...pusing punya pusing, Iman muntah one more time! Sib baik kat tepi, habis baju hubby...Pastu die tido, kitorg pun ready to go home...dlm keter...after his meal, muntah agiks...duh...sib baik me cepat, kalo idak habis baju die..
Terus ke spital pantai, check...masuk ubat kat montot balik...The next day, Iman dah ok...Alhamdulillah...
Macam2....

TENSION..AGAIN!!!!!!!

duh..mmg menguji kesabaran tul laaaaa.....isy....rase tak tau aaaa....arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

my yellow

YELLOW

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow",
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know,
For you I'd bleed myself dry,
For you I'd bleed myself dry.
It's true,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

Missing my yellow.....A LOT!

Tension aaa!

Hmm...maleh nak citer byk2..but tgh tension.... & try nak cool down....:(

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Semlm mimpi someone used to be closed to me, sekrg die menghilangkan diri..invisible, ghaib...ala ...mimpi ber-ym chatting tp rase cam real wakakakakakka...hampeskan?

org tua2 kate, kalo kite mimpi org tu, org tu tgh ingat kat kite eh?
Kalo kite mimpi beckham, cemane die nak ingat kat kite, kenal pun idak hak hak....

lepas luah kat sini, lega sket rase..bleh continue my life happily. x suke le perasaan hangen, marah2 ni...May be tgh angkat bendera kot, tu yg mood swings semacam....