.....isnin, selasa & rabu...cam diari la pulak...

Isnin, keter comelku dicium pickup truck pak aji. Baru nak lunch, dengar bunyi kedebum, Ya Allah, my car! heheh...Pak aji tu geleng2 paler, coz die tak nampak keter ku itu diparked belakang keter die nan beso itu...
Petang tu, gi workshop dgn die, buat assesment, esok pagi baru anto....
Alhamdulillah, semua ok, lampu baru..ketuk sket2...aji yg bayo ler...he he..**sempat promote kompeni kat die, hek hek **

Selasa - Petang, gi bentangkan paper work. Alhamdulillah, tak sangke diorg amat berminat dgn ape yg kami bleh offer...next week, akan start workshop dgn diorg...

Rabu, pagi jumpe suzy, tlg ajo sket sebyk camne nak pakai notebook baru tu...sempat amik pic ni dr webcam dier......hehehe..aik, apsal muke ku nampak licin....magic betul!....petang laks....busy betul...vroom sane, vroom sini...

sekrg ni, rase mase tu cam memecut je, tak sempat nak kejar..dulu mase keje dgn si mamat tu, lahai..lambatnye rase mase berlalu.....

Fenin!!!

..bukan sebab pe, tak tau apsal kek coklat yg dibuat sekrg ni, jadi kempis especially kat tengah2...duh tensen memikirkannya, padahal dah follow...

ini last pic ordered by bro's friends, looks like the butter cake gonna be their fav!

Busy, busy, busy...byk mende nak buat..
mcm2 surat rasmi ( not my forte!)....
course outline
flyers
update websites

feels that http://dynamiclearningcentre.com/ is missing something...what is that?

& me this morning hehehehe...muke ngantuk tak cukup tido....


by the way, pagi ni mase isi minyak, sorang mamat ni toleh kat me, me toleh le...then masuk kete & start enigine.....die toleh & toleh & toleh...aisey...kenal ke? ahhahaha.....sib baik hensem..wakkakakaka...

...down with flu....

On Sunday, brought the kids to watch Alice in Wonderland..ok, the kids enjoy it but not as good as the chocolate factory....Iman laks, duh...kacau kakak2 die..next time, kene tinggal die ler...

Semlm pulak, saje gi jalan kat new Jusco, hmmm..besar le cam KLCC, tu yg lenguh kaki, padan muke...sape suh pakai 2 1/2 inch shoes...hek hek...

ari ni pulak, down with flu...sib baik work from home...byk gak le yg settle ari ni...bersemangat je rase...moga2 berterusan...

my moist chocolate cake byk gak le diorder oleh kawan2 adik kat UiTM...Alhamdulillah, buatnye tak susah, but must really careful with the measurement....and the taste? yummy...thanks to norziah for the recipe & tunjuk ajar step by step....

TESOL

Alhamdulillah, Diploma in TESOL class dah bermula kat DLC. Kami hanya provide room & facilities...

The teacher from Singapore, well, at first she thought I'm Single. Then, she gets to know that I'm married. what surprise her most is that I have 3 kids! She said"You're thin, how can you have 3 kids? Are you on diet?"...I told her no, it's the genetic I guess, I can eat what I want and my fav is chocolate...She said, it's amazing....tsk tsk tsk...kembang montot, sib baik still can drive! hehehehhe...

As of now, we need to focus more on niche market. There are a few English Centres for primary & secondary students nearby our Centre, some already establised. We have to find a way to be unique....This is the tough one...& need lots of work. But, we must keep on thinking positively.

New Office...

opss...this is my new office...

Macam-macam ada

Ok..nanti tepek pic mase picnic kat teluk bahang laks......



Ni pak aji Iman rajin siram rumput di laman...















Dikiri, karipap dikelim hubby, dikanan dikelim sendiri -bagak2 kelimmnya!!!


















Setelah digoreng,

















me yang jarang nak senyum bile amik gambo, hehehehhehehe....

IWTLUAO

Feels about closing this blog. Feels like letting everything go, letting the feeling I'm holding for many many months...But it's juts how I feel.....I dunno...I dunno...I dunno...

cam org giler ajer!! hak hak...

Mula hari ni, dtg ke DLC....kene list down ape yg nak dibuat hari2...supaya tak buang masa begitu saja....

This is it !

The final day has come. My last day with FJP. Feeling? Kinda normal, no sadness...not surprise at all coz I detach my feeling from the work since day 1.

Just now we had lunch @ Renaissance, the food was food, the cheesecake was scrumptious! Delicious!.....

& I'm ready to submit my final batch of articles, total 65 articles for Jan & Feb. Who would have though I could have wrote that amount of articles! I'm quite surprise myself...I'm going to count, how many has I written for the past 1 year wth FJP, more than 200s of articles...cool!

so...a new chapter, a new beginning...I need full support from family & friends & May Allah be with me all the time...Ameen!

Life is....full of colors!

Weekend, hubby ade 2 day course, mlm sempat bw kids jalan2. Najla is doing much better. Sejak mlm kelmarin Iman start demam kuat, around 3am..dah masuk ubat montot, ok. Siang ok...tp mlm semlm, around 8, rase badan die ok, kepale panas...& batuk die bunyi dah semacam. Gi Pantai, mmg dah kene broncholitis balik; so , masuk ubat montot, nebulizer & blood test.

Alhamdulillah, the result is good, means takde infection, just the inflammation. Doc prescribe, pcm, ventolin, & continue with actifed & cough-en linctus. Balik tu ok, makan chips with the sis. Makan ubat, then tido...

Around 4.00am, me rase badan Iman panas ya amat. Amik termometer, check..Ya Allah..the temp hike up until 39.6 and still counting, tak tunggu lagi terus amik ubat montot masukkan. Then, check turun sket je, tuam dgn towel...asben kuar gi beli kool fever. Then, basahkan kepala dia. Finally, asben tuam kepala dia dgn ais...baru suhu badan turun...sampai pagi ni...

me @ work, very weng2...sib baik drive ok je. Asben on leave to take care of Iman...This is my final week with FJP...so..kerja saja laaaa.......

dug dig dug

...makin berdebar-debar hati ni....

CNY

On friday, migraine menyerang lagi, with low BP 90/70, doc terus bagi MC to rest at home. Then, late evening head to Penang, sampai around 1.00 am. High way jam, uerghh....but still can find place to solat & have dinner.

Day 1 - Lepak rumah ajer, sbb masih kepenatan.
Day 2 - Gi picnic kat air terjun teluk bahang. Sangat le sesuai dgn keadaan cuaca yg maha panas. Malam2, basah bantal budak2 ni dek peluh, dlm sehari > 4 kali mandi..mmg tak tahan ler....
Day 3 - Cuaca yg terik membuatkan tak kose nak gerak kemane pun, lepas maghrib ajak mak & sis gi makan pasemboq Ghani, sotong kangkung yg the vass & char koey teow...
Day 4 - Pagi2 ke kubur ayah, terase sayu pilu mengenangkan kenangan dgna yah....Preparing nak balik sini pulak...bertolak 6pm, samapi 2.15am! Jam lagi teruk, kat R&R mmg tak bleh nak berenti langsung...perghhh....

4 hari je, tak cukup nak gi umah Ifa, nak gi jenguk rodzi yg bakal meletup tak lame lagi, nak melawat nek ah, macam2 lagi nak buat...

Sorry ye Ifa, hajat ni masih lum kesampaian.....

Rindu

Sebab ape kite rindu?

...pada yg telah pergi selamanya
....pada yg missing in action
.....pada yg invisible
......pada yg jauh
......rindu padaNya, membuatkan hati gelisah jika belum mengadapNya....


aku selalu kerinduan....

Hidup Mesti Berani...

hmm...one of my weaknesses is penakut. Macam mende takut...tp kalo sentiasa takut, camne nak move forward.

Takut cacing
Takut ulat
Takut menatang kecik, menatang besaq
Takut parking kete besaq sket dr my dearest kelisa tu..
Takut try new things..
Takut pd kebolehan diri sendiri ( org lain plak yg lebih confident kat kite)
....mcm2 jenis takut....

so, I must try eliminate this word slowly from my life.....But one has to remain, Takut Pada Allah!.

Halo....

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

I'm down..down...down...

It's expected, but not this soon. He passed ur the termination letter, saying the company last operation day is end of February. Of course I'm sad, who won't? With me not feeling very well, I just want to hit the pillow & sleep.....

Ku dalam dilema!!!!!

Dalam hidup ni, kalau mendatar pun bosan jugak, tp bile dah berada di-comfort zone, mmg malas nak kemane2 dah....hmm..cemane ye...

lepas sembang with another 2 partners, nampaknye tahun ni, tahun yg mencabar dr segi ekonomi. Kami terpakse mempelbagaikan cabang bisnes....then, A ade proposal, nak I handle big project... project tu belum disecure...tp die nak tau can I commit? terkejut gaks le...rase tak nak pun ade,

then...pikir balik, sampai bile nak dok gini, padahal I tau tahap kemampuan diri from previous experiences....after discussing with DH, abt capability & time...he agrees...even tho, i'll have to be in KL quite frequent if this is going to happen....but, he doesn't want to travel alone with A, understand, it's not nice...
well, esok luse gi KL, jumpe bakal client...before that , kene buat homework dulu...how to be a project manager! he he

Nobody knows it but me.......

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
Now I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night
As if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

I feel good...

I feel good and can't wait to start a new day ahead. I already made up my mind on certain things. I hope & pray everything will turn out to be fine....

I want to be more positive towards facing new challenges in life! Gambatte, Rina!

Allah is always with me, Hasbunallah waniaq mal wakeel......

End of year, A new beginning

Finally, 31st December is here even tho I wasn't really waiting for it. I need to plan ahead for the next year, fast!

Last night, during the meeting, the BOD asked me when can I give my 100% to the new co? I told them, give me another 2 months. What? Am I crazy? 2 months? It means I must tender must resignation letter by end of January. Geez, am I ready ? Frankly, I dunno....*sigh*
But, sooner or later, I'd be leaving. Hmm..*sigh*...think think think.

Mom & sis came during Xmas holiday, they're very supportive and mention that I look better than the last time they saw me.... errr....I was like, ok....he he...

Next year means I'm turning 36, mind you 36! Wow...I don't feel like 36, I feel me...very me...the same old me, with the naughtiness, cheekiness, playfulness inside me...hmm..should I change?

I just don't know and don't want to know...right now, I'm gonna make a cup of coffee & enjoy my breakfast, alone......

Happy New Year 1431

Alhamdulillah, bertemu tahun baru 1431.

Kali ini, memang benar2 terasa penghijrahan diri ini, dalam semua segi. Terasa semakin kerdil diri ini, makin matang dlm mengharungi liku2 kehidupan.

Di doakan tahun baru ini penuh barakah dr Mu Ya Allah. Tabahkan hatiku dlm menhadapi cabaran2 yg mendatang...

Apa2 terjadi dlm hidup ini, ianya adalah ujian .

"...But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not." Al-Baqarah 216